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Acoustic...oh la la

Yep, this is me being bored. I have no one to talk to...well, besides My Darling Katie Ann Stern that is. My cousin Nick just IMed me, but he has yet to respond to my "hey" after his "hi." I'm wondering if I should go to bed or not...I guess I should since I'm supposed to go to lunch tomorrow, but I probably won't be able to. I haven't been going to bed until around 4am every morning since school got out basically. Ok, I just found some random people to chat too...great times. Gr, this is boring, sorry...I'm gone.~Awesome Aims~

Addicted to Love....interesting

I just watched that movie "Addicted to Love" over at Katie Stern's house. It's got Matthew Broderick and Meg Ryan in it. Good combination, because it really was a cute movie...predictable, but aren't they all nowadays? Although that movie isn't really new...hehe...so I was just thinking when I looked at my results for my eye color: Do they realize they are calling me dumber than dirt when they can't even spell dumber right?? Yeah, that's what I thought. It really isn't that big of a deal in the slightest, but it just stuck in my head, and I don't really have anything else to write about. Oh! I saw Joe and Tifani last night. They came over to my house and we hung out, watched a Stephen Lynch tape which was very good times. Anywho, while they were over here, Tifani figured out how to get to my code to give to Joe so he could have a livejournal, and we did their icons. It was so funny, I love those two so much it's not even funny. We should hang out more often in my opinion, but sometimes I'm so blah. Oh yeah, I'm not supposed to change my icon because apparantly, it's the only reason anyone reads my LOOONG entries. *I heart you Joe* hehe. Inside jokes...gotta love 'em...ok, I'm done because I have to try to get things out of my room so we can get new carpet and blah, blah, blah. Ciao! ~Awesome Aims~

Just because I drool doesn't mean I'm dumb...does it?

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Hmm..perhaps I'm not slutty enough

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Trains of Thought

Oh yeah...I'm thinking...don't you forget it

Rock-n-Roll t-shirts and headgear...

Oh what a day! I had a great day. It started out slow and kind of stayed slow actually, but sometimes that is not so bad. I woke up around 10 but slept off and on again until I rolled out of bed to answer the phone at a quarter to 2. It was Melissa calling to tell me her sister, Jessica, was over at her house along with this girl Brittany. I used to go to school with Jessica and Brittany, but then they both moved away. Jessica even got married. I decided to go over there but only after I took a shower and everything. So, I did the "Getting Ready" deal and headed on over to Melissa's house. I probably was over there for about an hour maybe? Give or take some time? It was cool seeing them, they are so cute. Oh yeah, yesterday I got a very surprise call at 11am from George! It made me tres contente. He called to kind of apologize and he ended up inviting me to see "The Hulk" with him. So, I laid in bed until like 5pm and I had to get ready because he was picking me up at 6:30. The movie was alright, a tad bit far-fetched though. Kind of weird how the Hulk could "fly" though. Afterwards we went to Taco Bell and it was good times. It was very cool how George and I are becoming friends again, like we were. It makes me feel good. So fast forward to after Melissa's house...Nick and I decided we were going to go see "Finding Nemo" at 10pm tonight. I find it amusing how we went to see a Disney movie so late at night. It was a cute movie..we were the only ones in there! So funny....Darla turned Nick on...hmm..inside jokes...I don't even think Nick will read this either! We had to go get him some black pants before the movie though, for his senior pictures tomorrow. They told him to bring them, I'm curious as to why he needs them for pictures only showing like chest up. Guess we will find out. Nick is tres awesome, I'm glad we've been hanging out more and everything. He's a good guy. Anywho, he bought the pants and then we went to the theater, and some of his friends were there *Jon Rossi, Kevin Livengood, and some others* and they had just seen "The Hulk"...good times. Sarah called me and she's having a good time so far, and I'm glad. She does have a roommate, and that's great...she said she is a lot like herself..which is awesome. And another big plus of tonight I got to talk to Luke finally..after a month it seems of not talking to him. We got some stuff cleared up...it was good times. Makes me feel so much better. I've got some cool people back in my life...ah, life is good. I love it! Oh yeah Shaun, be careful with those mosquitos...lol....I'm praying for you mos def! Now if he, excuse me- she, follows you to your new house, then I'll be scared. ~Awesome Aims~

Bow Wow...Delish

I've had a pretty good couple of days these last few days. Oh hey, my proofs from senior pictures came in, and my mother and I are going to check them out on Monday. This is so crazy, Nick Conigliaro, Sarah, and I have spent the last three nights hanging out. Mostly at my house, but last night we went to Ocala. The original plan of attack was to go to Sonic, but they were closed! Jeez, they should be open 24/7. Anywho, then we decided to go to Steak -N- Shake and ordered desserts. Oh so good. Our waiter, Ryan, was rude in my opinion, but we laughed at him and left him a love note...or two. That was kind of mean I guess, but he was rude. Either that or he has some kind of "don't realize who is talking to me" syndrome? Then we headed over to my Mom's work, the Ramada, and it was awesome. I love going there and hanging out with everyone. It is sooo much fun. I'm going to go sing with my Mom one Tuesday or Wednesday, I haven't decided. I think I'm going to try to sing "Stay" By Lisa Loeb...or this Sara Evans song. Fast forward, we are at my house and watched "Catch Me If You Can" and it was a really good movie. I liked it. Nick didn't leave until almost 4:30 I think, and then Sarah and I didn't go to sleep until maybe 5:30 or 6am. It was so much fun. I've never had a boy over for that long before, and Nick is just a really cool guy to hang out with and talk to. I think it's cool how we've been hanging out and I hope we continue to hang out. Today was a good day too, Shaun came over and we hung out. It's always fun. Gosh, sometimes I have the best friends. But lately, something has been bothering me, ya know? I mean it's so hard to try to explain, so I'm not going to try...it would only confuse...but then why did I say anything about it in the first place? Oh well, I'm to lazy to delete any of that, so there. Hmm..I guess I shall go now. Sarah is gonna make a new icon, and I think I'm going to as well, maybe try to spice something up a bit with photoshop. ~Awesome Aims~

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I'm having a GREAT day, but can't think of a cute subject. So deal with this, ya stupid SPED

Man O Man I am soooo unbeleivably happy right now! Today has been and will continue to be such a great day. I got my senior pictures done today, and my Mom did my makeup, so I think I looked pretty decent. I also got to see the pictures they took with the drape, and decided which one for the yearbook. My hair wasn't the BEST, but it was still good. Wow, it was weird getting those pictures done. I've always helped out with senior pictures in the Fall, and seen the boys and girls getting theirs done, so it was just weird for me to be there getting MINE done, when it still feels like I'm a sophomore. I'm not sure why I've clung to that year, it just seems like the perfect time I guess, because sometimes I catch myself saying I'm 16 and a sophomore or something. It just hasn't registered yet, and today was like a little "wake-up call" so to speak. It was soooo much fun though! I got the drape stuff, a pink boa, and this really pretty red shirt I have. They had jewelry there, and the woman *Kathy* was sooo cute and sooo nice, she let me wear this gorgeous pearl choker with the drape and then this other necklace for the boa, but I wore my own necklace that my Grandma bought me with the red shirt. Anywho, although the pictures were fun, that was NOT the best part. George was there when I walked out getting ready to take HIS senior pictures! Oh, I loved it! I had a plan to talk to him last night and figure it all out, but I didn't get the chance and then today his mother and my mother were chatting away and I came out and saw George and just lit up! We actually spoke! I got a high 5 also. Gosh, I really cannot wait to talk to him again. I'm going to apologize for it seeming like I didn't want to talk to him because he really does mean so much to me. Even though he gets moody sometimes and I don't know how to act, he means a lot-I care for him, OH so glad that we talked today! AH, I'm so ecstatic now! That honestly made my day...and to top it all off, we got to eat at Arby's! I know, I know, how can the day get any better than this? Oh wait, it can! Because I'm planning on going shopping. Not a big shopping extravaganza, but somewhat. I just can't sit still!!!! YIPPEE!! Sorry, I'm just in such a good mood today. Combination of looking pretty, getting pictures, seeing George *yay*, arbys, and the planned shopping I guess. Last night was a fun night too, I worked and had a rather enjoyable time. I keep getting dizzy while I'm at register, but it's ok-as long as I've got some water which Joe so graciously got for me not once, but TWICE last night. I really do love working at Publix, even if I'm not best friends with the workers there, they are nice to work with and fun for the most part. Cashiering is fun, too. I mean, I get to meet and talk to So many nice people that I otherwise would never have known. Sure there are your crabby people, but that's ok, everyone has the right to be a lil cranky sometimes, as long as they don't yell at me, I'm happy. After work, Sarah came over and my mom, Sarah, and I ordered "Maid In Manhattan" on PPV and my Mom ordered so much!! We ate so much, got so full, I should have thrown up *hehe* not really because that's sick, but when you don't feel good, it might help. I hope my brother is having fun. I wish people would talk to me when they have a problem or something instead of not talking to me, because then of course I'm going to assume that I shouldn't try talking to them or anything, honestly, why would I try talking to someone if I think they aren't going to talk to me and be reasonable? That just seems ridiculous and crazy it my opinion. I guess there are some things I will never understand. I'm having a wonderful conversation on AIM with Lisa Hoss. She is so funny, I wish I would have known her sooner and everything. It would be cool to hang out with her, but the only time we hung out was at work, and that's not really hanging out, although we did come up with some creative way to avoid getting fired..."I forgot to buy dimes..oh wait, make it a round!" I am still super happy. I just want to write and write in here, but I'm going to run out of things to say, so I'm going to stop myself! And I want to go shopping NOW! I hope you're having as great of a day as I am! Love you guys! ~Awesome Aims~

Sweet Home Alabama

Ah, the joys of driving to Montgomery and then getting to turn around and come right back to good ole Citrus County. Oh Happy Father's Day! I saw my Dad today when my Mom and I took my brother to meet my Dad so Andrew will visit for like 7 weeks in the summer-I'll be leaving sometime in July to go visit. This is the first year that I have not been with him every moment for vacation. It's weird and I miss him-heck I missed him last night and he was right there with me! I dunno, it's weird when I step back and realize how much I love my family-Andrew especially-and where or who I'd be without them. Anywho, I'm sitting chatting it up with Katie Stern while my mother FINALLY sleeps because she has been up ALL DAY, driving everywhere. I drove some, but not a lot. Eh, I'm gonna go do my laundry finally, after three weeks! See ya~Awesome Aims~

Sweet Home Alabama

Ah, the joys of driving to Montgomery and then getting to turn around and come right back to good ole Citrus County. Oh Happy Father's Day! I saw my Dad today when my Mom and I took my brother to meet my Dad so Andrew will visit for like 7 weeks in the summer-I'll be leaving sometime in July to go visit. This is the first year that I have not been with him every moment for vacation. It's weird and I miss him-heck I missed him last night and he was right there with me! I dunno, it's weird when I step back and realize how much I love my family-Andrew especially-and where or who I'd be without them. Anywho, I'm sitting chatting it up with Katie Stern while my mother FINALLY sleeps because she has been up ALL DAY, driving everywhere. I drove some, but not a lot. Eh, I'm gonna go do my laundry finally, after three weeks! See ya~Awesome Aims~

Stoopid-ity

I am such a moron, I tell you. Probably for more than one reason, but right now the only one I'm thinking of is not being able to sleep at all before this long trip. Man, it wouldn't be so bad except that I'm going to have to drive a little bit as well. Hmm..idiot, idiot, idiot. However, I did just take a shower and that kind of woke me up-just a smidge. Guess we shall see how it all goes down after tomorrow, eh? Must go finish getting ready for the trip..apparantly we're leaving as soon as my Mom comes home, in like an hour or 45minutes, take your pick. Wish me luck! Oh I can't wait until this trip is over...O-V-E-R.~Awesome Aims~

BLAH

Driving sucks. Mean people are UNenjoyable to the max cubed. Tomorrow I get to drive to Alabama with a sick mother. I miss my brother already and he's not even gone yet. I'm super tired too, how delightful.~Awesome Aims~

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I'm only a kiddin'

I'm starting to slack off on this updating business. I'm so disappointed in myself, eh, not really. I'm only a kiddin'. That little phrase is all thanks to Susan from work! ::wink:: I just went out and tanned for a little bit. Yeah, I know, me tan? It is pretty impossible, but I thought I might try it. I wasn't out very long at all, but with my light, easily-burned skin and an SPF of 4, I figured I was out there long enough to get a delightful reddish glow. Man, I don't remember the last time I updated, oh wait, it was Tuesday I think because of the Ocala trip. Wednesday was pretty uneventful-worked 8-2:30 and then came home and slept a little bit (it was my Grandmother's last day visiting) and then Amanda Ferguson called me *waking me up by the way!* and invited me to dinner, and I went. We went to Frankie's Grill, it was pretty good, but took forever. My entries are always so long too, but oh well, you guys will just have to deal with it, because I know for a fact that hardly anyone reads these anyways. *hehe* So Thursday morning my Mom took my Grandma to the airport, and we were all going to go, but she decided to leave Andrew and I here at the house. I feel really bad because I felt like I couldn't be myself while she was here, like going out and stuff, and then I didn't get a chance to really hang out with her, and I do miss her because I love her and everything. I guess I'm just afraid it's going to end up being "too late" and stuff for her to know that I do love her and like spending time with her. I hope I get that chance. Hmm, I don't want to be sad, so new subject. Before I went to work yesterday, I took my brother over to Ashley Hoover's house to spend the night *she has a little brother too, Nathanial* and then after work, I was going to come over to stay the night as well. I had a good time at work, but it stormed so badly! My register had to be restarted and it was crazy, ended up being quite slow. But still a good time. Hmm..this is still really long even though I didn't even go in-depth with my last few days. J to the eezz...oh hey I got my report card, All A's..YIPPEE!! It surprised me because my Mom told me I had gotten a B in English or something, and then I came home and looked at it, and was like, umm..these are all A's...WAIT, I got an A in English? So that was very cool in my opinion. Oh well, good times. I GUESS I'll let you go for now. Au Revoir~Awesome Aims~

Sonic and Cupcakes

I had such a delightful day! I ended up not having to work tonight, isn't that awesome? So now lemme tell you a story called "why Aimee did not have to work"...my common area manager, Jessica, calls me at around 11am and asks if I can work Wednesday from 8-2:30 and I said yes. Well apparantly, I sounded really sick so she asked how I felt, and I was feeling pretty crappy so I told her I was sick, and she said oh well if you don't feel like coming into work tonight then don't and call by 3 and let me know. I said no I'll be fine, don't worry and we said g'bye and hung up. Not EVEN five minutes later, she calls me back saying Ryan said he could work for me and I didn't have to come in because she didn't want me to work while I'm sick and she needs me more Wednesday morning. I knew I wasn't winning that argument so I said ok fine. And previously, Evan and I kind of decided we were going to hang out today, so we mos def did and it was great. Katie Stern came with us also. We went to Ocala and hit Publix, looking for someone but we failed-although we bought some "sweet heroine cupcakes" that were WHITE!!! No black flavored ones now. Next stop on the list: SONIC....we got there and took forever ordering, but it was cool because the lady who brought out our food was wearing skates!!! How cool is that? I was just saying that I think they should wear skates and then BOOM there she is wearing skates. After some eating and hanging out in Sally at Sonic we decided to head on over to Kendra's house *Kendra is Evan's friend-just like Elizabeth is who shows up later on in the night* and so he calls her to find out how to get to her house. This is when the fun really started because we got lost for 20minutes in Ocala trying to find her house in Belleair and all because the sign to Belleair is hidden and really dark from the road! That was really fun time, Evan decided that it was so great that it Rocked with a RAWX...you know you've hit the big time when something RAWX. Gosh, so we finally find Kendra's house and then we head on over to Elizabeth's house which isn't to far away. We hang out there for like half an hour maybe and then go take Kendra home before heading home ourselves. Those two girls were really nice and I'm glad I met them. On our way home, we decide to hit Books-A-Million to return this book for Katie's mom, unfortunately they didn't get to return it because it was bought with a credit card, and they needed the credit card before they could return it. How silly is that? Why does it matter? J to the eezzzz...so we get back in the car and head home...my first plan of attack was to take Evan home and then take Katie home since she lives so near me, but Katie had to be home before Evan did, so I ended up taking her home and then Evan home, which kind of was pointless, but it's ok bc it gave Evan and I a chance to talk and really kind of hang out. I'm glad I became friends with Evan too...thanks Sarah! Hmm..that was basically my night and yesterday was a good day too. Shaun came over and just hung out with my family for the day. We watched "My Big Fat Greek Wedding" because we have it, and I've really wanted to watch it, and we tried playing Clue with my brother, but every time someone would go to guess, the cards in the Confidential case would be weird. Anywho, it was a good day yesterday and good day today, and I hope that tomorrow will be a good day too, but I'm sure it will be. Gosh, I'm so hyper right now yet really tired. Oh well!!! I just wanted to kind of tell you about tonight bc getting lost in Ocala is tons of fun, and yesterday was tons of fun too..being a bum rocks! Ok, I'm off to bed now so I can wake up and go in to work in the morning.~Awesome Aims~

It's rather late

Being awake a 1 in the morning is so delightful when you're sick. All because I took that damn nap earlier because I'm sick. I woke up around midnight to many interesting IMs. One in particular...I was blocked tonight, isn't that delightful? And what is even more delightful was who blocked me. He even took the time to comment on my journals, isn't that sweet? I thought so, too. Anywho, I just want to say thank you for some people that were talking to me tonight and being really super great. I hope you know that I care a lot for you and am so glad we are and have stayed friends. I hope to continue the friendships for many years to come. Those guys really help me through anything, and I hope that I am there for them like they are for me. I dunno, it just seems that lately so many people have gotten mad at me and stopped talking to me. It made me feel like crap earlier, but now I'm not in such a "oh I suck with friends" because I know that's not true, it was mucho silly for me to think that anyways. Does an S belong at the end of mucho? I never took Spanish, I'm a French gal if I do say so myself. With how many friends I've lost in my short 17 years, you'd really think something like this would not bother me anymore, oh wait, I forgot, it doesn't. Just kidding, I'm not going to lie, it does bother me because I like people and I like being liked by people. But who doesn't, I mean honestly, who sits there and thinks to themselves "let's see...who shall I make hate me today? How many enemies can I get?" that's right, no one. I'm really getting over this, but just the fact of the matter kind of gets to me, but I guess there isn't much I can do about it, except for what I've already done, which I'm still not sure about what I did exactly...in both cases!! Oh well, whatever happens is going to happen and all for a reason. I read Katie Stern's journal tonight about friends and I mos def agree with her on a lot of it, especially the "there are too many people in the world" bit to care about what the people that don't like you are doing or saying. I know who I am for the most part, although there is still tons to learn and do, and I know who my friends are for the most part, but that all comes with time I imagine. We were also talking about this summer, our friend Hilary is coming down to visit from PA, and I'm so excited because normally I'm not here when she comes to visit, but I'll be here for like 4 days before I leave! We're all going to get to hang out and that makes me tres excited *see? there's that french* wow, I can't believe it's been two years since I've seen her. I'm sure it doesn't seem like it to her, but I miss her so much. We used to sing at lunchtime and just hang out and be silly and it was great! I really hope we have fun together! HI HILARY! If she reads this that is. *hehe* Ah, feeling better more and more as each moment passes and I think of those I love and those that love me. Oh yeah, and if I really bother these people that have problems with me, then it really is for the best we don't talk, I don't want to hurt anyone or inflict physical or emotional pain on anyone here. That's just not my style. *hehe* Both will be better off without me anyways, I mean I'm no big deal or anything. I'm just me, and I guess that either isn't good enough for some or just isn't their cup of tea. So I talked to my sister yesterday and everything like I mentioned earlier, and she said something about seeing her friend, Keith, and I really thought he would not be there this summer while I was there. I was just fine with that too, because he just seems like a baby and I'm not sure if I wanted to deal with him or not, but according to Danielle, he will be there for like 3 weeks, which is almost the entire time that I'm going to be visiting. Also, he said something about wanting to come down here with her when she comes down for the weekend! How silly is that? Why would he want to do that is my question, but she answered it because I actually asked her, and she was like "probably to get out of Lonoke" which made sense. Now, don't get me wrong, he's an ok guy and all, but last summer he and I had like a lil "summer thing" or were "together" or something like that, and I just don't want him to be all "Hey Aimee," and try to get with me again, but I don't think he will. Either way though, it doesn't really matter because I wouldn't let him get with me again, once you get something you thought you wanted, you figure out you don't want it anymore...and that is mos def the case with Mr. Keith. Ah, isn't that also delightful? I just wanted to update and stuff I guess, I didn't really have anything else to do and I don't feel like going to bed, but I'm gonna go clean my room now. Talk to ya later. Thanks again you guys::wink::Have a great week!PS: My grandma leaves Thursday but I think she's going to move down here, isn't that exciting? Yep, I thought so too!~Awesome Aims~

Work 3-9...yeah right

Today was interesting to say the least, I didn't go to bed until 5am and then I woke up around noon but kept going back to sleep until I absolutely had to be up for work. Ah, work, wonderful Publix, yes I was working 3-9 but clearly it is only 7pm and I'm not at work. This is because I'm not feeling well. I just got so hot and dizzy while out on register, I couldn't take it, so I laid down for a little bit and then decided to go home. I feel bad for coming home, but I don't think I could have made it through without getting sick again. I didn't update yesterday but not too much has happened. Friday night after work I was supposed to go to Melissa's house but I tried calling her like 5 times on her cell and never got ahold of her, and that put me in a crappy mood *George did as well because if his D-I-ness* so I got ahold of Sarah and she asked if I could spend the night, so we went to McDonalds and she bought me ice cream and I had a soda to help a headache I had *as always* Nick was with her, so we went to Luke's house for like half an hour maybe to look at these lawn gnomes they stole and to see if he would come home while we were there, which he did not. So, I had fun. I always have fun with Miss Sarah, and I haven't spent the night at her house in such a long time! Fast Forward through that night and we wake up at noon, way later than we planned on, and I had to get ready really fast so I could go meet Amanda Ferguson and Josh for lunch. They made me pick where we ate, so I picked The Brooklyn Deli because their subs are oh-so-good. We hung out there for a while and then I came home and took a shower so I could go hang out with Shaun. He came over and I got to drive!! YIPPEE!! We went to pick up the Evanescnce CD *if that's how you spell it* and we ended up driving all around. I showed him Sarah's house, we went to Katie Stern's so I could show her my hair *hehe*, and then he showed me where he lived. After that fun time, we went to Burger King where an ordering fiasco took place, but it's ok, it was more funny than anything else. Anywho, we ended up coming back to my house and just hanging out with my brother. We played CLue and Aggravation with him, and he won both of them! My brother that is...a 7 year old kicked an 18 year old and a 17 year olds ass. We mos def hung our head down in shame.*hehe* My mom left for work, and my Grandma went with her, so it was just the three of us at home. It surprised me that my mom just left with Shaun there, and later on I took my brother up there to Ocala to see my mom *Katie knows what I'm talking about* and I said something about it, and she was like "why wouldn't I? Don't I trust you?" I said yeah, but still. It was cool. I thought it was funny. My sister called and we finally set a date for her to come down here and then me to fly to Arkansas. Later on, Sarah and Evan came over for a little while and ate soem oreos and shared some community milk. Eh, but around 10pm I had to kick them all out so I could take my brother to Ocala like I promised. We had fun up there, but I was really happy to come home and go to bed. I haven't been feeling well lately and I guess that's why I went home early from work today. Grr, I get so mad at myself sometimes for things that happen or whatever. I really feel like crying, I kind of did earlier because of how I felt, but still, I would like to just cry and get it all out, but oh well. Man, it always sounds like I'm so angry or upset all the time when I'm really not. I'm not really anything right now, I'm happy with things, just maybe frustrated with myself or something. But I am happy, being happy is a good thing to be and I'm glad I can be happy. Except for not feeling well, I have no reason to not be very happy and a delightful gal to be around. WAIT! No wonder I'm in a blugh mood and so emotional....jeez louise, now it hits me! EUREKA! Ok, now I'm done. See ya~Awesome Aims~

Back to the Future AGAIN

So, I don't know why the time on my entries is so messed up, so bare with, because the entry before my last said it was June 6 at 5pm, but it was really June 5 at 5pm, so something is wrong that I have to fix, and in order to post these, I have to change the time to after 5pm, when it's really only like 2:30. Let's say confusing all together now!

Frustrated AND sick

I just had such a long entry in here and it was so good, but No, because of some stupid time thing on this computer it had an error updating, so I lost the entire thing. Now I'm really mad. Being sick doesn't help. Cough*Blow Nose*CoughLet's try this....so I'm sick, man watch this attempt at recreatng the good entry I just had be so much more feisty because of my mood now. *hehe* So, I wanted to rant and rave last night after work about George because he is really upsetting me. We leveled on the same aisle almost the entire night after we closed and NOT ONE WORD was spoken. NOT ONE WORD! Gosh, I don't understand how I made it seem like I was ignoring him and like I thought I was too good for him when he was the one who didn't talk to me on this one Monday night. He gave me a great big hug which I absolutely loved when I came in to work with him when I hadn't been working during the week that much but then after work he didn't say anything to me, and I'm not one to talk to you if I think you're mad at me. Garf, it just upsets me so much because he and I were SUCH great friends. I liked him alot, and still do, but try to tell him that and he says "She's just saying that so you don't think she's mean." How do I respond or act to that? I really really don't like it when people are upset with me because it makes me look at myself and think there is something wrong with me. That is never fun. And the more I think about it, the more upset I get about it, and so I end up not knowing what I should be thinking about and so I stop thinking. That happens with some other things as well. I never know what to say or do or think, and then I try to figure things out and I end up just stopping. I think that is a product of my indecisiveness, I always think I made the wrong decision no matter what. Well, not always, sometimes I can just tell I made a right decision, like just how it feels "in my heart" or something, dealing with anything not just relationships as the word heart sends people to focus on that idea. *hehe* I just don't know, but I sincerely hope I can get certain things figured out and know I made the right decision. Now this may not be specific, it could just be general, so no one get paranoid by what I'm saying, ok? *hehe* My dream last night was so weird Sarah, Luke, Shaun, and George were in it...my brother and mother of course and some other people that I supposedly "knew" in the dream, but don't in real life. It was way weird because I guess we were in Publix but then at George's somehow and getting shot at and then we were swimming? I dunno, all I know was I was being extremely careful with everything *hehe* I don't know why I put that in here, but oh well, what a delight you get to read it. Well, I'm gone for now to do some thinking-or attempt anyways-PS: I MISS MARVELOUS MANDY~Awesome Aims~

**Deep Thought and Contemplation**

I sure am keeping up with this journal fairly well in my opinion. It's pretty cool to be able to just say stupid stuff. Sitting here, chatting with Miss Katie Ann Stern about our exciting lives. And believe me, they are oh-so-exciting...we are both like WHOA. I'm semi getting ready for work. I go in tonight at 6 instead of the normal 5. I am starting to feel really bad for calling in yesterday, but I can't change that now. I hate how I do that, I do something or make a decision and sometimes end up feeling really bad about it and think about it when there isn't a damn thing I can do about it. Is that everyone or just me?? I'm really liking my haircut now. At first I didn't really like it because it's really short with a lot of choppiness, but the more "used to" I get when I fix it and look at it, the better it looks. Hopefully I'll have a cute lil icon up here for you guys who read this to see. Anywho, I love talking to Katie Stern. Seriously, we became friends halfway through Freshmen year I guess from Biology class. That summer we didn't really hang out that often because she went to camp and I went to Arkansas (like I do every summer). I dunno, we've had our rough times, but we always stayed friends. We can go a long time without talking and then start talking and it'll be like we never stopped. I trust her with anything and I know she feels the same way towards me. Which is a good thing I guess. I was having a conversation with Shaun the other night about best friends and it made me feel really weird. Like I really am too trusting or something because I have a lot of really good friends. Hmm, maybe it's determing the fine line between really good friend and best friend. I'm sure if I thought about it, I don't have as many as it seemed the other night, but still. So, I get this anonymous comment on my last entry and I really think I know who it is, and so I'm thinking and thinking, but I could always be wrong. The world may never know! I snapped at my mom today and it made her upset, but I don't think it should have because RIGHT AFTER I snapped I said "oh, I didn't mean it to sound like that." I mean, things happen like that sometimes, she is just so emotional and touchy sometimes, but I love her. Her being my mother and all, ya know the whole "giving birth to me" deal tends to play a part in how I feel about her. OOH, so Katie is making plans for tonight and I really hope she gets to meet this boy who she's been "talking to" on the phone for the last few weeks to see if he's cute and if they get along. We both know she does not need a man to complete her or make her happy, but it's always nice to have somewhat of a distraction in the form of a boy *hehe* I get so excited for other people in the love department. Hmm...living vicariously through others is soooo much fun, lemme tell ya. I'm getting tres excited because my mom and I are getting ready to redecorate the house for the rooms we haven't started or finished yet. We did the living room not to long ago and we just had the bathroom redone, hmm, the kitchen was started but never finished. Anywho, for my room, I'm getting a BIG new comfy bed and I'm oh-so-excited because I'm going to purchase one of those net thingy's that drape over the bed and it's going to look so precious. I can hardly contain myself, which I'm sure you noticed. I guess that has been my day thus far, and seeing as how I'm going to work and the fact that I'm trying to make myself pretty means that I'll probably have a nice time at work. Isn't that weird how the way you look really affects any and everything? Also another unsolved mystery. So, I'm gone now, I just wanted to keep track of this. Soooo...I'm wanting to say something to the person that sent me that comment anonymously, but I'm hesitant just in case it's not who I think. Eh, one of these days I'll find out for sure. Catch ya later guys.~Awesome Aims~

Back to the Future

man o man, I just discovered the time on my computer wasn't right. The time would be, but not the AM or PM. No wonder my last two journal entries were twelve hours off! Jeez louise! Hopefully I have it fixed now. "Walk straight to the door"

DooDooDoo

Look what I can do! I changed my font! All because I downloaded that livejournal client following my livejournal queen's advice. Anywho, I'm sitting at my house right now, even thought it's 6:12 and I was scheduled to work 5-10 tonight. I woke up rather late today and I really do not feel very chipper. My throat is on fire and my nose has snot in it. All in all not good. But hooray for my mother who called in for me. I like it when she calls in for me because when I do it, I always feel bad like the managers don't believe me. Yep, this is fun. I watched the Hot Chick again, but I didn't finish it. I guess I've got thinking to do on all levels of the word. I feel like I'm running out of time to go check out colleges and decide what I want to do...hmm, that may be because I am! AAAHHHH...this is Aimee being scared of graduation, even though it's a year away. Time just goes by so fast when you get older, and I don't like it. Garf, so much to think about I can't even begin to explain. Don't get me wrong though, I'm not complaining because some things I have to think about are pleasant; delightful really. Oh well, I'm mos def just rambling in here because I'm bored and don't have anything better to do. Hmm..my friend David isn't talking to me like he normally does and that bothers me. Last night I took some pictures of my new hair cut and one silly one of me because I'm going to use it as an icon for this wonderful journal. Isn't that terribly exciting??? Yep, I thought s o. OH, last night at work Melissa and I decided we were going to have a girl's night and watch movies and eat lots of food. I'm gonna buy some pickles to eat over there because for some reason, I'm really craving pickles. This is pretty long and pointless so I'm gonna stop now. ~Awesome Aims~

WIld Cherry Pepsi

So, I'm sitting here at my computer, enjoying a wild cherry pepsi and talking to some pretty cool people. Today was interesting, to say the least! I got my oh-so-long *insert sarcasm here* hair cut short. It hasn't been this short since I was 14. Hmm, I guess I need to get used to it. After I got my hair cut, I went on over to Miss Sarah's house and hung out there for a lil while. We decided we were going to go to lunch and her boyfriend, Nick, was to come along as well. Before we went though, I had to go see Amanda Ferguson and Josh to show them my hair *hehe* I got to drive Roxy...OH SO MUCH FUN!!! I heart ROXY. Anywho, Sarah, Nick, and myself went to Applebee's and then Dairy Queen. I ordered one of those dip thingys and it was really good, but dripped everywhere so I ended up throwing it away! Sad, I know. Ok, fast forward a bit, through the driving with 80's music blaring and the windshield wipers going and we end up at Seven Rivers Hospital to see Nick's stepmom and his new little sister. Shannan is sooo cute *Nick's stepmom* and the lil girl is so tiny! It made me want to be pregnant, kind of...like if I were 10 years older. Garf.Now onto work, ya know, sometimes I really enjoy working at Publix. It's fun and I like talking to the nice people. When indeed they are nice that is. Everything was going so great, and then my friend Melissa who works there too, talks to me about George. George and I were really good friends for a long time and now all of a sudden he tells me to F-off because apparantly I ignore him and act like I'm too good to talk to him. Gosh, and that's honestly not how I am at all. I don't understand where or how he came to that conclusion. That just really bothers me how he says that and won't talk to me about it. I guess I should not let it bother me, but it's going to because I care about him and I want him to be my friend as lame as that sounds. Unfortunately, he is going to think whatever he wants to, so whatevah! I'm done grumbling about work now, because I honestly had a really good day, this whole George thing is getting to me though. BLUGH. ~Awesome Aims~PS: MY UNCLE DENNIS CAME TO TOWN TODAY AND DROPPED BY THE HOUSE!! I never see him anymore and I grew up with him always here with my family, so it was ultra nice and cool to be able to talk to him for a little while.

YIPPEE

So, ok, I'm feeling rather proud of myself right now for beginning my livejournal. Actually, Sarah did all of it except what I'm typing right now. She's the best! Well, seeing as how I'm not really that accomplished after all because Sarah did all of this, I'm gonna go. Catch ya later~Awesome Aims~

Boo

Muahahaha, I scared you! I know I did. So, I'm at Nick's house right now with SAC figuring out how I want this lil thing called a livejournal to look like. It's what I like to call a good time. So today was pretty good. Also what I like to call good times. I'm done, but be careful, because you never know when I'll yell BOO.~Awesome Aims~