Work 3-9...yeah right

Today was interesting to say the least, I didn't go to bed until 5am and then I woke up around noon but kept going back to sleep until I absolutely had to be up for work. Ah, work, wonderful Publix, yes I was working 3-9 but clearly it is only 7pm and I'm not at work. This is because I'm not feeling well. I just got so hot and dizzy while out on register, I couldn't take it, so I laid down for a little bit and then decided to go home. I feel bad for coming home, but I don't think I could have made it through without getting sick again. I didn't update yesterday but not too much has happened. Friday night after work I was supposed to go to Melissa's house but I tried calling her like 5 times on her cell and never got ahold of her, and that put me in a crappy mood *George did as well because if his D-I-ness* so I got ahold of Sarah and she asked if I could spend the night, so we went to McDonalds and she bought me ice cream and I had a soda to help a headache I had *as always* Nick was with her, so we went to Luke's house for like half an hour maybe to look at these lawn gnomes they stole and to see if he would come home while we were there, which he did not. So, I had fun. I always have fun with Miss Sarah, and I haven't spent the night at her house in such a long time! Fast Forward through that night and we wake up at noon, way later than we planned on, and I had to get ready really fast so I could go meet Amanda Ferguson and Josh for lunch. They made me pick where we ate, so I picked The Brooklyn Deli because their subs are oh-so-good. We hung out there for a while and then I came home and took a shower so I could go hang out with Shaun. He came over and I got to drive!! YIPPEE!! We went to pick up the Evanescnce CD *if that's how you spell it* and we ended up driving all around. I showed him Sarah's house, we went to Katie Stern's so I could show her my hair *hehe*, and then he showed me where he lived. After that fun time, we went to Burger King where an ordering fiasco took place, but it's ok, it was more funny than anything else. Anywho, we ended up coming back to my house and just hanging out with my brother. We played CLue and Aggravation with him, and he won both of them! My brother that is...a 7 year old kicked an 18 year old and a 17 year olds ass. We mos def hung our head down in shame.*hehe* My mom left for work, and my Grandma went with her, so it was just the three of us at home. It surprised me that my mom just left with Shaun there, and later on I took my brother up there to Ocala to see my mom *Katie knows what I'm talking about* and I said something about it, and she was like "why wouldn't I? Don't I trust you?" I said yeah, but still. It was cool. I thought it was funny. My sister called and we finally set a date for her to come down here and then me to fly to Arkansas. Later on, Sarah and Evan came over for a little while and ate soem oreos and shared some community milk. Eh, but around 10pm I had to kick them all out so I could take my brother to Ocala like I promised. We had fun up there, but I was really happy to come home and go to bed. I haven't been feeling well lately and I guess that's why I went home early from work today. Grr, I get so mad at myself sometimes for things that happen or whatever. I really feel like crying, I kind of did earlier because of how I felt, but still, I would like to just cry and get it all out, but oh well. Man, it always sounds like I'm so angry or upset all the time when I'm really not. I'm not really anything right now, I'm happy with things, just maybe frustrated with myself or something. But I am happy, being happy is a good thing to be and I'm glad I can be happy. Except for not feeling well, I have no reason to not be very happy and a delightful gal to be around. WAIT! No wonder I'm in a blugh mood and so emotional....jeez louise, now it hits me! EUREKA! Ok, now I'm done. See ya~Awesome Aims~

Back to the Future AGAIN

So, I don't know why the time on my entries is so messed up, so bare with, because the entry before my last said it was June 6 at 5pm, but it was really June 5 at 5pm, so something is wrong that I have to fix, and in order to post these, I have to change the time to after 5pm, when it's really only like 2:30. Let's say confusing all together now!

Frustrated AND sick

I just had such a long entry in here and it was so good, but No, because of some stupid time thing on this computer it had an error updating, so I lost the entire thing. Now I'm really mad. Being sick doesn't help. Cough*Blow Nose*CoughLet's try this....so I'm sick, man watch this attempt at recreatng the good entry I just had be so much more feisty because of my mood now. *hehe* So, I wanted to rant and rave last night after work about George because he is really upsetting me. We leveled on the same aisle almost the entire night after we closed and NOT ONE WORD was spoken. NOT ONE WORD! Gosh, I don't understand how I made it seem like I was ignoring him and like I thought I was too good for him when he was the one who didn't talk to me on this one Monday night. He gave me a great big hug which I absolutely loved when I came in to work with him when I hadn't been working during the week that much but then after work he didn't say anything to me, and I'm not one to talk to you if I think you're mad at me. Garf, it just upsets me so much because he and I were SUCH great friends. I liked him alot, and still do, but try to tell him that and he says "She's just saying that so you don't think she's mean." How do I respond or act to that? I really really don't like it when people are upset with me because it makes me look at myself and think there is something wrong with me. That is never fun. And the more I think about it, the more upset I get about it, and so I end up not knowing what I should be thinking about and so I stop thinking. That happens with some other things as well. I never know what to say or do or think, and then I try to figure things out and I end up just stopping. I think that is a product of my indecisiveness, I always think I made the wrong decision no matter what. Well, not always, sometimes I can just tell I made a right decision, like just how it feels "in my heart" or something, dealing with anything not just relationships as the word heart sends people to focus on that idea. *hehe* I just don't know, but I sincerely hope I can get certain things figured out and know I made the right decision. Now this may not be specific, it could just be general, so no one get paranoid by what I'm saying, ok? *hehe* My dream last night was so weird Sarah, Luke, Shaun, and George were in it...my brother and mother of course and some other people that I supposedly "knew" in the dream, but don't in real life. It was way weird because I guess we were in Publix but then at George's somehow and getting shot at and then we were swimming? I dunno, all I know was I was being extremely careful with everything *hehe* I don't know why I put that in here, but oh well, what a delight you get to read it. Well, I'm gone for now to do some thinking-or attempt anyways-PS: I MISS MARVELOUS MANDY~Awesome Aims~

**Deep Thought and Contemplation**

I sure am keeping up with this journal fairly well in my opinion. It's pretty cool to be able to just say stupid stuff. Sitting here, chatting with Miss Katie Ann Stern about our exciting lives. And believe me, they are oh-so-exciting...we are both like WHOA. I'm semi getting ready for work. I go in tonight at 6 instead of the normal 5. I am starting to feel really bad for calling in yesterday, but I can't change that now. I hate how I do that, I do something or make a decision and sometimes end up feeling really bad about it and think about it when there isn't a damn thing I can do about it. Is that everyone or just me?? I'm really liking my haircut now. At first I didn't really like it because it's really short with a lot of choppiness, but the more "used to" I get when I fix it and look at it, the better it looks. Hopefully I'll have a cute lil icon up here for you guys who read this to see. Anywho, I love talking to Katie Stern. Seriously, we became friends halfway through Freshmen year I guess from Biology class. That summer we didn't really hang out that often because she went to camp and I went to Arkansas (like I do every summer). I dunno, we've had our rough times, but we always stayed friends. We can go a long time without talking and then start talking and it'll be like we never stopped. I trust her with anything and I know she feels the same way towards me. Which is a good thing I guess. I was having a conversation with Shaun the other night about best friends and it made me feel really weird. Like I really am too trusting or something because I have a lot of really good friends. Hmm, maybe it's determing the fine line between really good friend and best friend. I'm sure if I thought about it, I don't have as many as it seemed the other night, but still. So, I get this anonymous comment on my last entry and I really think I know who it is, and so I'm thinking and thinking, but I could always be wrong. The world may never know! I snapped at my mom today and it made her upset, but I don't think it should have because RIGHT AFTER I snapped I said "oh, I didn't mean it to sound like that." I mean, things happen like that sometimes, she is just so emotional and touchy sometimes, but I love her. Her being my mother and all, ya know the whole "giving birth to me" deal tends to play a part in how I feel about her. OOH, so Katie is making plans for tonight and I really hope she gets to meet this boy who she's been "talking to" on the phone for the last few weeks to see if he's cute and if they get along. We both know she does not need a man to complete her or make her happy, but it's always nice to have somewhat of a distraction in the form of a boy *hehe* I get so excited for other people in the love department. Hmm...living vicariously through others is soooo much fun, lemme tell ya. I'm getting tres excited because my mom and I are getting ready to redecorate the house for the rooms we haven't started or finished yet. We did the living room not to long ago and we just had the bathroom redone, hmm, the kitchen was started but never finished. Anywho, for my room, I'm getting a BIG new comfy bed and I'm oh-so-excited because I'm going to purchase one of those net thingy's that drape over the bed and it's going to look so precious. I can hardly contain myself, which I'm sure you noticed. I guess that has been my day thus far, and seeing as how I'm going to work and the fact that I'm trying to make myself pretty means that I'll probably have a nice time at work. Isn't that weird how the way you look really affects any and everything? Also another unsolved mystery. So, I'm gone now, I just wanted to keep track of this. Soooo...I'm wanting to say something to the person that sent me that comment anonymously, but I'm hesitant just in case it's not who I think. Eh, one of these days I'll find out for sure. Catch ya later guys.~Awesome Aims~

Back to the Future

man o man, I just discovered the time on my computer wasn't right. The time would be, but not the AM or PM. No wonder my last two journal entries were twelve hours off! Jeez louise! Hopefully I have it fixed now. "Walk straight to the door"

DooDooDoo

Look what I can do! I changed my font! All because I downloaded that livejournal client following my livejournal queen's advice. Anywho, I'm sitting at my house right now, even thought it's 6:12 and I was scheduled to work 5-10 tonight. I woke up rather late today and I really do not feel very chipper. My throat is on fire and my nose has snot in it. All in all not good. But hooray for my mother who called in for me. I like it when she calls in for me because when I do it, I always feel bad like the managers don't believe me. Yep, this is fun. I watched the Hot Chick again, but I didn't finish it. I guess I've got thinking to do on all levels of the word. I feel like I'm running out of time to go check out colleges and decide what I want to do...hmm, that may be because I am! AAAHHHH...this is Aimee being scared of graduation, even though it's a year away. Time just goes by so fast when you get older, and I don't like it. Garf, so much to think about I can't even begin to explain. Don't get me wrong though, I'm not complaining because some things I have to think about are pleasant; delightful really. Oh well, I'm mos def just rambling in here because I'm bored and don't have anything better to do. Hmm..my friend David isn't talking to me like he normally does and that bothers me. Last night I took some pictures of my new hair cut and one silly one of me because I'm going to use it as an icon for this wonderful journal. Isn't that terribly exciting??? Yep, I thought s o. OH, last night at work Melissa and I decided we were going to have a girl's night and watch movies and eat lots of food. I'm gonna buy some pickles to eat over there because for some reason, I'm really craving pickles. This is pretty long and pointless so I'm gonna stop now. ~Awesome Aims~

WIld Cherry Pepsi

So, I'm sitting here at my computer, enjoying a wild cherry pepsi and talking to some pretty cool people. Today was interesting, to say the least! I got my oh-so-long *insert sarcasm here* hair cut short. It hasn't been this short since I was 14. Hmm, I guess I need to get used to it. After I got my hair cut, I went on over to Miss Sarah's house and hung out there for a lil while. We decided we were going to go to lunch and her boyfriend, Nick, was to come along as well. Before we went though, I had to go see Amanda Ferguson and Josh to show them my hair *hehe* I got to drive Roxy...OH SO MUCH FUN!!! I heart ROXY. Anywho, Sarah, Nick, and myself went to Applebee's and then Dairy Queen. I ordered one of those dip thingys and it was really good, but dripped everywhere so I ended up throwing it away! Sad, I know. Ok, fast forward a bit, through the driving with 80's music blaring and the windshield wipers going and we end up at Seven Rivers Hospital to see Nick's stepmom and his new little sister. Shannan is sooo cute *Nick's stepmom* and the lil girl is so tiny! It made me want to be pregnant, kind of...like if I were 10 years older. Garf.Now onto work, ya know, sometimes I really enjoy working at Publix. It's fun and I like talking to the nice people. When indeed they are nice that is. Everything was going so great, and then my friend Melissa who works there too, talks to me about George. George and I were really good friends for a long time and now all of a sudden he tells me to F-off because apparantly I ignore him and act like I'm too good to talk to him. Gosh, and that's honestly not how I am at all. I don't understand where or how he came to that conclusion. That just really bothers me how he says that and won't talk to me about it. I guess I should not let it bother me, but it's going to because I care about him and I want him to be my friend as lame as that sounds. Unfortunately, he is going to think whatever he wants to, so whatevah! I'm done grumbling about work now, because I honestly had a really good day, this whole George thing is getting to me though. BLUGH. ~Awesome Aims~PS: MY UNCLE DENNIS CAME TO TOWN TODAY AND DROPPED BY THE HOUSE!! I never see him anymore and I grew up with him always here with my family, so it was ultra nice and cool to be able to talk to him for a little while.

YIPPEE

So, ok, I'm feeling rather proud of myself right now for beginning my livejournal. Actually, Sarah did all of it except what I'm typing right now. She's the best! Well, seeing as how I'm not really that accomplished after all because Sarah did all of this, I'm gonna go. Catch ya later~Awesome Aims~