**Deep Thought and Contemplation**

I sure am keeping up with this journal fairly well in my opinion. It's pretty cool to be able to just say stupid stuff. Sitting here, chatting with Miss Katie Ann Stern about our exciting lives. And believe me, they are oh-so-exciting...we are both like WHOA. I'm semi getting ready for work. I go in tonight at 6 instead of the normal 5. I am starting to feel really bad for calling in yesterday, but I can't change that now. I hate how I do that, I do something or make a decision and sometimes end up feeling really bad about it and think about it when there isn't a damn thing I can do about it. Is that everyone or just me?? I'm really liking my haircut now. At first I didn't really like it because it's really short with a lot of choppiness, but the more "used to" I get when I fix it and look at it, the better it looks. Hopefully I'll have a cute lil icon up here for you guys who read this to see. Anywho, I love talking to Katie Stern. Seriously, we became friends halfway through Freshmen year I guess from Biology class. That summer we didn't really hang out that often because she went to camp and I went to Arkansas (like I do every summer). I dunno, we've had our rough times, but we always stayed friends. We can go a long time without talking and then start talking and it'll be like we never stopped. I trust her with anything and I know she feels the same way towards me. Which is a good thing I guess. I was having a conversation with Shaun the other night about best friends and it made me feel really weird. Like I really am too trusting or something because I have a lot of really good friends. Hmm, maybe it's determing the fine line between really good friend and best friend. I'm sure if I thought about it, I don't have as many as it seemed the other night, but still. So, I get this anonymous comment on my last entry and I really think I know who it is, and so I'm thinking and thinking, but I could always be wrong. The world may never know! I snapped at my mom today and it made her upset, but I don't think it should have because RIGHT AFTER I snapped I said "oh, I didn't mean it to sound like that." I mean, things happen like that sometimes, she is just so emotional and touchy sometimes, but I love her. Her being my mother and all, ya know the whole "giving birth to me" deal tends to play a part in how I feel about her. OOH, so Katie is making plans for tonight and I really hope she gets to meet this boy who she's been "talking to" on the phone for the last few weeks to see if he's cute and if they get along. We both know she does not need a man to complete her or make her happy, but it's always nice to have somewhat of a distraction in the form of a boy *hehe* I get so excited for other people in the love department. Hmm...living vicariously through others is soooo much fun, lemme tell ya. I'm getting tres excited because my mom and I are getting ready to redecorate the house for the rooms we haven't started or finished yet. We did the living room not to long ago and we just had the bathroom redone, hmm, the kitchen was started but never finished. Anywho, for my room, I'm getting a BIG new comfy bed and I'm oh-so-excited because I'm going to purchase one of those net thingy's that drape over the bed and it's going to look so precious. I can hardly contain myself, which I'm sure you noticed. I guess that has been my day thus far, and seeing as how I'm going to work and the fact that I'm trying to make myself pretty means that I'll probably have a nice time at work. Isn't that weird how the way you look really affects any and everything? Also another unsolved mystery. So, I'm gone now, I just wanted to keep track of this. Soooo...I'm wanting to say something to the person that sent me that comment anonymously, but I'm hesitant just in case it's not who I think. Eh, one of these days I'll find out for sure. Catch ya later guys.~Awesome Aims~